My soul isn’t the same
It knows
Because
My heart can’t beat anymore
-Heartbreak
Poetry
Existence
You cannot calm the ocean
It is the heartbeat of your
soul
-Existence
Departure
If I write
What I feel
I have lost my words
If I feel
What I lost
I have lost my senses
I can only
Close my eyes
Because
I can only
dream
-Departure
Pain | Love
This pain I feel
Obsolete
This pain I feel
Endangered
This pain I feel
Evolved
This pain I feel
Consumed every part of my soul
Driving me into insanity
But
The thought of you brings me
Joy
The thought of you brings me
Home
This thought of you brings me
Hope
I feel structured when I was stuck
I feel helpless when I was here
Pain or not
Love it may be
Hurt or other
It sounded sane
I know for now
I may be in pain
But I am in love.
So I wait.
Daydreaming
I want to travel
I want it to rain
I wish the sun wasn’t dry
Hoping it smiles
I think of trees
Wish they grew taller
To shelter us more
I love these white walls
I wish we had bluer clouds
I want it to snow
I hear violins
Asking me to sing
I hear notes
Asking me to speak
I am an orchestra
Full of life
Without life
Within life
I am here
But not existing
I am alive
But not living
I want to travel
Today.
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